Deviation Actions
Description
25th May 2014
It all started on my way home, it was nigh-time and I was near my destination, however every time I saw a cat, weather it was close or far from me they always launched towards me and began to violently tear my flesh, I would easily fight it but then I would see another one and the same would happen, I lived in a cat neighborhood. I finally got home, all my wounds weren’t there anymore, I went into the living room when I noticed my six year old sister's toy’s gaze, it wasn’t like he was moving but there was an intense tension growing in the air. I went to my room, and on my way there got attacked my another cat which I soon got rid of, Once there I wanted to go to sleep, so I turned off the “music” but i could still hear this strange sounds, this is when I finally noticed that something was not right, if the music wasn’t really there, would that mean that the cats also weren’t there? soon after I began seeing visuals in my room, I tried to embrace it but it soon overwhelmed me.
Time passed and I was now in an unknown location, there was a Victorian hallway with tall black embossed walls, I didn’t know where it led and the only way to go was straight, so I began walking along the red carpet, soon there was a subconscious transformation of the walls, they became these tall pillars covered with wet shredded office paper, it would constantly drip making echoed cave like sounds, behind the pillars was complete blackness. Even though the wall subconsciously transformed into theses pillars I know that wasn’t meant to happen, so I began feeling anxious, speeding up my pace looking for anyone to help me, when I suddenly walked into a bucket, knocking it over and all the water pouring out, however upon looking down I noticed there was nothing there. I kept walking until I found a man, walking thoughtfully as if he had something to do, I ran towards him asking for help but completely ignored me, as if I wasn’t there, I walked through the door he came from where I saw two more people, a man and a woman, I approached for help and the same happened,
It seemed that what wasn’t there was, yet what was there wasn’t.
I wanted out of that place, I didn’t know what was happening, all I knew is that what was happening to me wasn’t the doings of the world against me, it was the doings of my own mind against me.
I walked and walked with growing anxiety and confussion to anywhere I would think would be a way out, By now I knew asking for help was of no use since all living bodies would completely ignore my existence.
I then saw a great big door, I pushed it open and I was blinded by the light finally hitting my eyes, I walked out and found myself on top of a a desolate rocky mountain, the moment I had left that place I felt like there was massive weight off my shoulders, somehow stepping outside of that building made me see things clearly, It felt like nothing really mattered anymore. As if I was forever free from my own minds deceit.